Wow!!!! Boy do I have fear. I sat at the meeting tonight and listened. First, I had fear that God would not speak to me or I would not hear (listen to ) Him. Well guess what, He spoke, I heard and then feared more. I feared getting up in front of everyone, feared I would have screwed it up, feared it was to simple, then I thought it was just for me. Well forgive me brothers and sisters, I repent of not acting on God's spoken word. What I heard him say was that there was fear, fear for Ethan, fear for Geoff, fear for Gene, fear for Our Children that they are not choosing the right path but then I heard God say, "Do not worry for I am God." I kept wanting to go up but continued to fear. God, help me (us) not to fear but to trust in you always. I know that I have to work on hearing (listening) to God's word. Forgive me for being cavalier, for just showing up and watching what God is going to do next without allowing him to use me. Forgive me for being that spectator. Brothers and sisters I repent of not heeding God's call tonight and I beg God to continue to pour his gifts out to us and for us to respond with a trusting heart and will.
Steve Beguhl
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Brother Steve thanks for sharing the awe and fear of our Lord. My only response when i have seen or felt that type of Fear is to ask our Lord for more Love. Love of his people, love of His plan, Love of our weak and suffering brothers with Cancer, Love for new conversion of Hearts, or Love of his sacred heart. When my heart gets bigger i can step forward more readily. Lets all expect more, more.... We are more than Overcomers, with the Lord at our side.
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